2 AM

Blouse- by Betsey Johnson <3

Photo - by Adeline

Currently listening to Imagine by John Lennon(the Beatles)

"Imagine all the people living life in peace.....you may say I'm a dreamer"

A couple of hours ago, yesterday to be precise I went to dinner with my parents...got an application and before that went to school from 8 A.M - 1230 A.M. to take two exams that I'm not so confident about anymore. I studied so much and of course when i saw the tests, AP specifically i froze....everything looked so different and in jibberish (a bad type of jibberish). Hopefully, the outcomes are better than i expect them to be. I've been contemplating on getting a job lately, I'm just oh so picky. The application i picked up today might be a good start for me, it's not like I'm choosing a career which speaking of "career" that's got me freaking outtt. Other than that I'm focused on doing well on all of my exams and getting things done "being mucho productivo" (look at me making up words lol)

Well as always i'm updating later than i expect but here are some photos mostly taken by a friend of India, Ronald!!! It was most of his idea.

(India & Ronald)

now that it is so easy to upload my photos and enlarge them, i am satisfied :D

Now I'm off to paint my nails, do my hair and wake up early to a day of shopping in solitude..."YESSSSSSSSS !!!!!!"

so don't get any big ideas....

So now that you've found it....
It's Gone

And now that you feel it...
You Don't

So my plan is to write about once a day. Although i have exams coming up...i'll find time. Lately I've been paying less attention to shopping online :( but more attention on fixing up my room and choosing a major which is driving me crazy. I'll follow the advice given to me and just be calm and let things flow. I spent most of my extended weekend, sick and in bed. Lovely isn't it. Saw a couple of movies, ate some fruits to boost my immune system and little by little convincing my mother to stop eating meat...it's a work in progress. Thanks Charlene and Ashley. After exams, i'll start my routine work outs since the Spring is coming which i'm too excited for. Okay we're still in January but it'll be here before we know it. And after Spring comes Summer, YAY ! SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING. oh and the endless fun

and the great summer nights !!! i can smell you....

currently listening to my new playlist...
photos of me, taken by Adeline Lulo

sketches of what was there before...

I was thinking of what i should write...anything right? Couldn't help but get distracted from this disaster playing over and over on the news...

It may sound wrong to some but i try my best to clear it out of my mind, zone out...away from things like this, like the mind of a child that something like this can't happen. I try to focus on the beauty of the world and even life. Can't help but lose focus everytime i see a homeless person lying on the corner on a freezing winter night. I give em' a dollar but wish i could do more. A dollar is enough right? NO not nearly enough

I can't help but think of my father eve today told me all the wrongs he's done that he just wants to make right. ALL of my wrongs and the ones yet to be done i want to make more than right. My father even made a point by saying he strives to help others as much as he can. I see my father in my self, i see what i've taken from my father. This disaster in Haiti is not the only event, disasters and catastrophes happen everyday including the biggest ones ( poverty and violence) I wish i could do more, make a BIG difference...help more than just one person. I wish the beauty in life would just crush the catastophic like it does in my mind...when i get in the zone.



Because if you look hard enough you see the Beauty in this world, the universe...if you look in the right places. I feel blessed. I see it when i spend a moment with my my mother or father....when i spend a moment alone absorbing myself in my own thoughts...la la land
something like...

(taken from random flickrs)

Merry Christmas & A Happy New Year!! :D

pictures of me on Christmas Eve

my father :)

fast forward to New Years...

exception....

So Cable keeps playing "He's Not That Into You" nonstop...it's getting to me
I've been so lost...as i presumed i suck at jungling a whole bunch of things at once. Don't get me wrong, I think i'm oh so great at multi tasking but i haven't even attended this blog that I thought I'd be oh so dedicated to.


This post will just be, me trying to catch up to now from where i left off...uh oh


But as for a  random thought or situation, I actually watched the first season of True Blood, a friend told me to check it out


I just couldn't get over how much sex the main character's brother had & everytime a sex scene would come on...my parents would just so happen to be around, i attract awkward situations i guess :D


as for my new year...ithink i started it off just right, PERFECT
I have an odd but good feeling about 2010, even though i don't like how it (2010)sounds lol



 

a day in the city <3

cutie

isa & i

( i DO NOT like this picture but i loved the color i put on my eyes)